Happy fifth, Dan'el.
Sunday, July 5, 2015
Friday, January 17, 2014
Dragracing down a moebius strip
Consider that image.
Always coming back-ending up-where you started.
Square one. No discernible progress but lots of mileage.
It seems so negative. Can one find any good therein?
Life seems so futile, so pointless. "Vanity", I think he said. But I don't want to be classified with him, I think. To be grouped with such an apparently tragic figure. Not enticing. Nor inspiring.
I"m not feeling very inspired right now. I have only negative thoughts about life and the way I interface with it. I waste copious amounts of time, the "stuff of life". I am full of shame and rage and unpleasantness. I can't find the real me, and suspect that I wouldn;t really want to. I am disappointed in my relationships, my roles, and my prospects. I anguish over family and friends, and the world condition, though I don't dispair about that, knowing how that will ultimately work out. The world has been redeemed and shall be saved, as will family and friends.
Someday.
Meanwhile, it seems the Ark's door has closed, and I think I felt a rain drop.
Oh the humanity. I can't bear to watch.
Going to pause here to get a critique..
I'm back.
.
Always coming back-ending up-where you started.
Square one. No discernible progress but lots of mileage.
It seems so negative. Can one find any good therein?
Life seems so futile, so pointless. "Vanity", I think he said. But I don't want to be classified with him, I think. To be grouped with such an apparently tragic figure. Not enticing. Nor inspiring.
I"m not feeling very inspired right now. I have only negative thoughts about life and the way I interface with it. I waste copious amounts of time, the "stuff of life". I am full of shame and rage and unpleasantness. I can't find the real me, and suspect that I wouldn;t really want to. I am disappointed in my relationships, my roles, and my prospects. I anguish over family and friends, and the world condition, though I don't dispair about that, knowing how that will ultimately work out. The world has been redeemed and shall be saved, as will family and friends.
Someday.
Meanwhile, it seems the Ark's door has closed, and I think I felt a rain drop.
Oh the humanity. I can't bear to watch.
Going to pause here to get a critique..
I'm back.
.
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Trying again
I have been away awhile, but want to try again. I toyed with the idea of learning/using Wordpress, but this is already here and convenient on multiple platforms.
I expect this to be a journal, with much stream-of-consciounes and spur of the moment inspiration posts, always around the theme of seeking the Kingdom of Yahuah in all aspects I can recognize. I will expand on that first. I will use this as a diary too, and try to make it a habit to be here regularly. I will willingly reveal myself, trying to become transparent, though I have some dark stuff that only the Father need see.
More soon is the plan.
I expect this to be a journal, with much stream-of-consciounes and spur of the moment inspiration posts, always around the theme of seeking the Kingdom of Yahuah in all aspects I can recognize. I will expand on that first. I will use this as a diary too, and try to make it a habit to be here regularly. I will willingly reveal myself, trying to become transparent, though I have some dark stuff that only the Father need see.
More soon is the plan.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Don't confuse theKingdom with the republic
Iam one of those blessed individuals who was born and raised in the USA. There are other places and times i WOULD HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO BE BORN IN. bUT HERE AND NOW ARE WHAT i HAVE. i DON'T KNOW WHY i HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED. bUT i AM THANKFUL (Sorry about the caps lock)
Anyhow, though I appreciate my blessing and my homeland, I don't confuse my country with the Kingdom of Yahuah. It would be an insult to our Creator to even pretend they are comparable. Currently, you hear people saying "God bless America". But why should/would He? Out of His mercy He rewards righteousness. The US is not righteous. To an everincreasing degree, the us REJECTS AND RIDICULES RIGHTEOUSNESS, and very, very few realize that this is a problem. I think it is our most serious problem...far and away the most serious. And when that problem is solved, the rest of America's problems will find their solutions.
And I trust that the Father will once again root out unrighteousness and heal His people. And then they will realize that what is important is the Kingdom...not some unrighteous short-lived republic.
Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven! So be it.
Anyhow, though I appreciate my blessing and my homeland, I don't confuse my country with the Kingdom of Yahuah. It would be an insult to our Creator to even pretend they are comparable. Currently, you hear people saying "God bless America". But why should/would He? Out of His mercy He rewards righteousness. The US is not righteous. To an everincreasing degree, the us REJECTS AND RIDICULES RIGHTEOUSNESS, and very, very few realize that this is a problem. I think it is our most serious problem...far and away the most serious. And when that problem is solved, the rest of America's problems will find their solutions.
And I trust that the Father will once again root out unrighteousness and heal His people. And then they will realize that what is important is the Kingdom...not some unrighteous short-lived republic.
Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven! So be it.
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